let's get the ball-

Monday, January 02, 2006

i duno where in the hell
my mind gonna drive me to..
i cant think straight
puzzled.
maybe i m recovering from the heartache.
maybe i m not'

we sms-ed.

maybe i m too soft-hearted that i replied.
it was nv like before.
the sweet moments that we shared were gone with the wind~

everything was like usual.
or wasnt it not.
didnt tok much last nite
as he was worn out after a day

i spent my day sitting infront of the com
tat's wad i did.
thinking n tryin to recover from the pain

he is startin work today.
3 to 11pm
called him - a 7 min conversation
with sum silence fall in between'
u shld koe the reason why u cant cum..
this sentence seems to conquer my mind since ytd.
it wasnt as if i dun wan to.
u nv knew my stand
u nv stand in my shoe to koe wad's happening.
u're now blaming me for not able to join u ytd.
n now u told me ur body is red.
wad u wan me to say.
tears which i swallowed
u nv get to see;
everyday i hope to see that u changed back to ur own self.
but u nv.

i m cryin again'
can u feel it.
can u see it.

yipeeS-